There is sudden knocking

I hear the voices beyond chaos

Begin to look for the doors of the life

But can’t find one

Voices turn to echo of the lost dreams

All I see is the endless roads of life

Making me to perform I never thought

Although everybody enjoys the show but

I can’t see me amid this show

Lost somewhere in the crowd,

The dreams waiting for their turn

I am lost in the crowd,

I can’t see the roads further

As my dreams doesn’t see me anymore

Don’t know where the roads will take me

I continue take the stage with my lost soul.

Amazed  to see how caring our govt is regarding the entertainment of its citizens , it was like entry to any show when I reached there , I just thought that I have reached a wrong place but shortly the air of my doubts was cleared and I came to know that it is the right place I have come where I wanted to be  , it is the petrol pump , which I was thinking of entry to some rock show , Ohh then I realized how caring our govt is and look how they have created a scene for every one to watch across all the cities in India , they are the middle class who owns two wheelers had come in hope that they will be able to save atleat some bucks by getting their tank full .But , one more thing that was clearly observable was that no big vehicles , SUVs were seen in this rage across the nation , as they really need not to worry and they are happily watching this show on their TV sets and thinking of poor chaps waiting in line in hope of some litres of Black Gold . But, the people with SUVs are happy because their govt really cares for them and subsidizes their fuel from the money paid by the fools by saying that they want to control the inflation of food prices as most of the transportation of goods is by diesel fuelled engines which you has been very effective looking at the last one year.

And if anything remains in this show to listen and watch that is also well directed by our rulers(So called Govt) when our beloved Di (The Villain or Heroine for Govt) takes the centre stage of this whole drama by saying that she is going to protest this thing , this is unjust and will not tolerate this because she was not told of entire script and she is having some difficulty in acting now , How she alone can handle this all at least they should have given her a complete script to take the centre stage at this point of time  someone from media asked million dollar question from Di , Will She take out the support to Govt on this matter ?

Now , I am eagerly waiting for the show by our beloved leaders of opposition parties and some regional players to burn something , block railways or beat someone .Ohh my god , we are blessed to have such a caring govt & political players for us who always seeks the means to entertain us.

state of mind

The moon is growing old

The streets r feeling old

Here i lie in grass feeling the

Warmth of the years passed  

& it feels like the heaven here

Layers of memories leaving me

With the thoughts of uncertainty

And here i find myself

Exposed to all those years

Of fight within, left with the hollow dreams beside

Oh i return to this place 

Where i find myself lying here

On the grass covered with the mist of time

Trying to swim across the life as it flows

With the currents upside down.

& this strange feeling takes me by the storm inside

This is my first post , i think i amn't good at writing but still would like to give it a try .

So , here comes my first absurd thought :

I just realized that experience is culmination of events and  their repeatability 

As the events  happening are constantly new  and we try to find the future based upon the events in the present & the probability of their repetition  but i think it is vague effort as the events don’t repeat so don’t let your head explode with the expectations regarding future and try to cope up with events going on and don’t let the present events loose the sheen .

It may sound completely vague but I don’t know what is happening from last night I am feeling as a bit out of my mind or u can say thinking about things after a long period of time may be since I left the college .