state of mind

The moon is growing old

The streets r feeling old

Here i lie in grass feeling the

Warmth of the years passed  

& it feels like the heaven here

Layers of memories leaving me

With the thoughts of uncertainty

And here i find myself

Exposed to all those years

Of fight within, left with the hollow dreams beside

Oh i return to this place 

Where i find myself lying here

On the grass covered with the mist of time

Trying to swim across the life as it flows

With the currents upside down.

& this strange feeling takes me by the storm inside

This is my first post , i think i amn't good at writing but still would like to give it a try .

So , here comes my first absurd thought :

I just realized that experience is culmination of events and  their repeatability 

As the events  happening are constantly new  and we try to find the future based upon the events in the present & the probability of their repetition  but i think it is vague effort as the events don’t repeat so don’t let your head explode with the expectations regarding future and try to cope up with events going on and don’t let the present events loose the sheen .

It may sound completely vague but I don’t know what is happening from last night I am feeling as a bit out of my mind or u can say thinking about things after a long period of time may be since I left the college .